December 2009
10 posts
Tonight I’m just a little bit sad. The more I think about it, the fewer and fewer friends I have. Numbers aren’t important. But really what few, real friends I have had in the last year or two have disappeared. For lack of a more appropriate word I just feel hollow. I don’t know if it’s to do with me, or them, or both. It’s terrible to know that someone you used to...
Thank you for making me
See there’s a life in me
It was dying to get out
With tears of gratitude
I like my latitude
Cross town train to you.
If ever I should seem to take for granted this lovely life that I have been handed, darling don’t just stand there, come knock me around!
Because it is not simple and people do not do what makes sense. I made it easy but apparently not easy enough. I’m tired of giving and giving and giving. I want you to take, that’s fine, take! Just give something back.
The fruitlessness of it all is the worst, most frustrating part. I shouldn’t feel stupid or selfish for expecting something back. Fuck you for making me feel...
It Wasn't Nothing
“Distracted
It’s happened again
I can’t keep my mind on the task at hand
You’re bad for my work
But so good for my health
You make me smile
When I really don’t think I can
Even this next line
Isn’t coming out how I want it to
My vision goes blurry
Reliving memories of days past
The conversations
The silences
That doesn’t happen too often
I wonder if you realise all this
I...
You are a beautiful person and I am excited to know you.
